hatiku pilu...

hiya...

i just got back from a very tiring day..

but still i wanna share sumting here..not really share r..just wanna xpress my feeling...huhu

i dunno y, maybe its wat they call as 'jealous' or 'envy', one of the 7 sins i mite say...

i kinda feel very small compared to dis girl whom used to be in dis guy's life..

she was his angel, she was his diamond, she was his lights, she was his voice and everytig she was..

i noe its not really appropriate for me to feel dis way but i cant help it..

i do sumtymes felt a tiny bit of dislikes wen dis guys talk about d girl..

im not saying dat i don lyke d gurl, coz i noe in my heart she was a very nice gurl..

but its just d feeling of insecure..yea.., insecure is d real tig..

she was his first love, she was whom he noes first and pour all his heart to,

and me.. im just a new gurl wif SOOOOOO many kekurangan...

how i hate dis feeling...feel lyke crying edi...

i may not be his number 1, but i'll try to be his last..