tak nak terima kenyataan!!!

kenyataan sangat menyakitkan..

so for today's post regarding exams..

NO COMMENT!

very very very very very very very UNHAPPY

new year = new hair style?

tahun baru hampir tiba

fikiran melayang-layang

cuty sem

family vacation

azam baru

sem baru

jiwa baru

semua baru

dan secara tiba-tiba terfikir nak rambut baru

rambut baru = shorter hair

okay..fine..expresi melampau..

i noe..

alya + short hair = IMPOSSIBLE!

hurm..need advice and support from friends..

should i or should i not..

friends..comment please..hehe

diagnosis!!

exams again

at times felt very stupid

answering the paper without knowing a thing

just like today

for actually missing out 1 presentation

only 1

yet it came out with the most questions..

only 1

that i absolutely have no clue

only 1 stupid yet full of information presentation

it holds my future

how i hate the feelings

knowing i'll never pass the exams

knowing i have to stay

knowing i have to extend my ticket

knowing i have to cancel/postponed all my holiday plans...

todays paper

1. anatomy : horribly done in UTS1 , n well done in UTS2

2. Patology Anatomy : repeat

3. parasit: repeat

percentage

UP ( 40%, seriously!!)

HOME, FAMILY, VACATION ( 60%, NOO!!)

no happy with maself..

tomorow is killer..

plis GOD..

My Wake Up Call..

First thing first.. i finish my TA!!! yea!!

let's celebrate!!

okay..done celebrating n partying..

back to reality

wat do u do wen u really love someone but somehow u can't show it

u wanted too but u just can't

stoopid? yeah..true..

very stupid..

but its reality

Stupid + reality = get a life!

yours truly..,

tidak semuanya seperti yang kita mahu..

since today is holiday, Christmas Holiday - wishing all my frens who celebrates Christmas, Merry Christmas!! - i kinda laze around on the couch watching tv all day long clean up the house and kitchen all morning..

then, i went to MATOS wic stands for Malang Town Square to buy some ingredients for making nasi lemak.. my first tryout in making nasi lemak..hehe..

and suprisingly, nasi tu jady!!! n sgt sedap..hehe..

we bought lots of things including house things la..and evrything sums up to Rp 300k++ (wow!! 1 hary je bley habis Rp300k,mn x cpat sengkek!!)

well, neway...tym sampai matos, ari memag redup2 cam nak ujan tp x ujan..

but then, abis shopping ujan da trun mencuah2 mcm awan bocor..

jdy terpaksa la amik cab..memang kne nek cab pon..brg bnyk kot..haha

so, wen to the info C n ask for a cab..

i stand in front of Matos patiently..

after 15 mins..no cab..maybe bcoz of heavy rain n jam..

i waited summore..20 mins..30 mins..

i lost my patience..

so, i ask d info C girl..

Me : Mbak, taksinya masih lm ya?

Mbak: iya mbak..jln lagi macet mbak..mending ditunggu aja..

Me : ok! (tapi tgh geram)

so, i keep on waiting...

5 mins..

10 mins..

15 mins..

hati sudah sgt geram..pergi ke infi C dengan muka sgt bengang..

me: mbak, koq taksinya belom dtg lgy? udah lm sy nunggu.. (ckp lembut2, i mn rety nak tengking2 nih)

mbak: msih blom ya mbak.. mending ditelpon aja mbak..

me (monolog): ak da tgu dekat sejam bru ko nak suh kol,dri tdy ak berdiri kat luar tu ko tanak plak sound..urghhh!!!

usaha menelpon juga gagal..suma serikat teksi kosong..

ayat standard.. "maaf mbak,skrg kta lgy kosong, ngak bisa melayan mbak..coba ke serikat laen ya mbak"

mampus r korang!!! da tau rakyat ramai asal wat teksi ckit2?

aku sgt beci ngn teksi malang.. bkn skali dua aku bernasib cmni..tgu bagai nak rak..rupa2nya xde..

urgh!!!!

aku mahukan kereta sendiri...

mama, aku mahu kereta..

jatuhnya era kegemilangan..

today's papers.

1.pediatric - repeat

2. perinatalogy - repeat

3. rehab medic - repeat plus some changes in d Q.. i did very bad coz im sooo sleepy.. smpei soklan 26 da tersengguk da..huhu..

4. method - sumtymes i felt dat bu win wants to get back to us.. huhu.. neway,she adds more Q and a lil changes in d repeated Q..huhu.. BAD..

conclusion:

i don wan to stay for UP!!! huhu..

today cam 50-50 la..uhukz..

percentage:

home for oliday (70% penurunan mendadak sb cm kompem x dpt B+)

UP (30% sb da kompem2 2paper anco..*cry*)

im not hepi.. T_T

sa far soo gooood..

Today's paper..

1. eye

2. ent

3. anestesi

4. modules

conclusion:

altho i kurang tdo bcoz of dis killer subject..

staying up lyke crzay trying to finish n understand the slides n syllabus..(tu pon x hbis..ent n module x sempat cover..huhu)

yet, lucky me my batchmate, the paper repeated itself..yup REPEAT.

Gosh, we r sooo lucky..hopefully the luck continues..

and the latest percentage (sejak bile ader nih?)

HOME for oliday (97%)

UP (3%)

i am still hepi... ^_^